You know what? It sucks to have someone to repeat the same old things to you over and over again, for 10 plus years. What could’ve been worse? There’s someone else who probably needs the nags and repetitions more than I do. What could’ve solved it all? No, not fairness or equality that I’m after. That someone else is a whole lot younger than I am. Ever heard of the saying: if you wanna nurture someone, start early? Don‘t bother nurturing me when the younger one isn’t already nurtured. It’s a whole different story if I’m the only child and there’s no one else to educate etc; you cannot be blamed if you repeat yourself so many times to me. It’s okay if you love him more than me. That’s perfectly fine and normal, you see; it’d obviously be absurd if I want you to hate him. If you think by letting everyone knows that you’re dealing with me helps, it totally doesn’t. That is what irks me, too. I’m rational, considerate, and logical, if only your aim is to solve problems, discreetly. You had your hopes high, on me. It’s okay if you have it on someone else now. Well, that is what life is all about; like a wheel having its ups and downs. It’s time for me to be at the other side of the wheel. More like the opposite side. Hah.
No, this isn’t all about nags. But appropriate nags for appropriate people. But then again, since when people find nags appropriate? Pffffffffttt.
Labels: angst, nags, pissed off