I’d like to say a few things here. Well, in view of the fact that 2007 is drawing its curtains and I would like to say that this year has seen many new experiences happening in my life. I am not the sort to ponder over my past and brood over it, but I do admit that what’s happened in the past are ought to be taken as lessons learnt. This year alone, I have gone through many happy and sad phases in life, and some might have been due to my own mistakes and the rest might have been fated to be. I became the bad kid I was never in my entire life and in this year, I was. I deeply regretted my actions that till now I would deem as selfish and egoistic. I lost the faith others used to have in me, I lost ties which didn’t take me just overnight to build, and most importantly, I lost the person I used to be. As much as I say I have long decided to change for the better and have already worked on it, I have seldom let my angst and irrationality to get the better of me. Though I can’t recall every second of this year, I would say I love the ending much better than the bulk of the rest that comes before it. And it’s ‘because I found you. (:

As the year closes its chapter, ask ourselves these: what have I achieved up to this point in time? Have I been grasping the opportunities as they come by? Or have I let them slip by.

Feelings; emotional or moral sensitivity. We feel towards anything that relates to us, or touches our heart. I have in many cases been in situations that matter the heart. Having in it and falling out of it, more than once. Oh, you get what I mean. Hah. Once I read, or did I hear: if you get the chance to be in love, cherish and treasure every single moment of it, for you’ll never guess when you’ll fall out of it. Love is not quite everlasting; rather it is more of ever-changing. You need to know what’s in store for you when you’re in love. What has been going on, or the way you are might just be totally redundant for it’s no longer be just about yourself; you’ve another being sharing your life with you. Sometimes, you are overwhelmed by your feelings that you forget that the world can’t really revolve around just love; or Africans won’t be starving, still, at this point in time. We need to realize that we were once out of love, having our own lives and jobs, so do not forsake those for love. Remember: if you can’t love yourself, try not to hurt others by loving them. It doesn’t work that way.

By the way, I just realized something really heart-wrenching – my blog appears ugly on Internet Explorer! Hahahaha, I’m using and created it on Mozilla Firefox, that’s why. So, I did not deliberately create the layout as such seen on IE, k? It actually looks beautiful. Really, you can ask those using Firefox. Wee.. anyways, there’ll be a end-of-year post coming up real soon.

Toodles! (:

Labels: blog looks shitty on IE, feelings, love, post-2007, pre-2008