It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are not.

Caution: not safe for work; mild vulgarities are found in this post. hah. LIKE YOU GUYS CARE!

So I did some self-reflection by talking to myself. Hah. No, I’m still sane. Don’t worry.


1) Do not ever miss ya prayers, dude! Who else can you talk to and never got your prayers answered other than Him!

2) Now you’ve got like 12 hours before it’s high time to turn in later at 01++hrs to complete your art prep work and painting! Mind you, ya got like 2 more boards more to go? Come on, it’s something you love to do, and what’s more – you’re super good at it! Face it man! Don’t open your bottle of talent and let all the water run out and get flushed into the drain yo. Ya get me?

3) And oh, great. 3 days off school. 3 farking days. What’s up with that? But oh well, you were sick. And that was for real. But do people in your surroundings care? They farking don’t! All they care is you proving your commitment through results! They farking wanna see results, get me? No, they have been giving ya support, as much as ya deny that fact. In a way or another, they farking have! So face it! Come on now and get enough rest and get back on your feet! Shun away your friends and spend this LAST day to complete ya LONG-DUE painting ya!

4) Remember this: your blardy painting and prep-work are your one-way ticket to your A Levels ya! Nothing else matter right now! If Nellie removes you from the list, that's it! Where do you go with one A Level subject gone? That’s not even a farking full-cert man! Oh let alone sitting for the As; that is as good as not sitting for it at all. Hah. So give it all you’ve got, and mind you; this is something you are good at. So don’t waste it! Oh did I mention a one-way ticket to your A Levels? Yes, that’s just the A Levels, not even entry to the Varsities! Wah. How scary, isn’t it? So buck up, dude! Buck up!

5) Yes, you missed your GP and MT AO Prelims papers today. But who cares! You’re on MC. So stop pondering over the fact your teachers or even friends are gonna shun or hate you for that! Even if they do, who’s deciding on your future? Is it you or is it them? Now, you’ve got only yourself to trust, okay? Yes, life isn’t all about our own selves, and we’ve gotta care for how others might feel. But, how now? Just leave all these feelings-related issued to God lah. He knows how to handle this. Just focus, focus, and focus. All the best, dude.

6) So you’re carrying the huge load of trusts and expectations on yur small shoulders? Oh, come on. You’re only 21 this year! There are like what, 6 more decades to live through and you’re fretting already! These trusts and expectations don’t come easy, okay? There are there for a freaking reason. There are there on your small shoulders cos those shoulders aren’t seen as small, weak, and flimsy. You’re gonna make it, man. Trust me. Trust God. Remember: efforts put in + God’s will = outcome. There’s still time. Yoha, good luck.

7) So now you’ve finally taken your real medicines and the drowsy and giddy feeling are starting to set in. So, what now? Get the hell off your comp and sleep! Come on, now. Wake up at 4pm or earlier and start man. Just hope that your last bro won’t come back home from school and start hogging onto the comp. Even so, ya got no excuses to no continue on your painting! It’s not as if you haven’t got your ideas started! Oh come on! Wake up, dude! Wake up! Hah.


Yours truly,
Your other side. Hah
1.33pm; 30/08/07

aiyahh yes i'm still sick. this year alone ah, wahh so many times already liao..

i dont know what i have brought upon myself. i accept all of it however and i still fight against all these infections while i could; but it all comes from Him. the more we're accepting of all these tests, the stronger we'd get actually. well, it depends on how you see it lah. but hell no, i'm not exactly enjoying all of these. hah.

yup tomorrow's GP prelims and MT ao. wahh jia latt.

(true that, syahirah. in no time, i'm so gonna be multi-linguistic; in dialects, really broken ones that is. aiyahh that one ah peks also can speak mahh)

so long,
hfzishq

yes yes. not another day. i was down with something i have never tasted (well, not literally!) before in my life. i shan't go on lah. those who know eh - ssshhh!!. hah.

and due to this thing i havent tasted before (hahs) i had to battle with the excruciating pain last night that i won lah; with a price to pay -- 42.6 deg. Cel. fevahh! (umm fever?)

godddd. mampos sak. bads sems mengigs gils babs. headache all lah. wahlao. supposed to bring down moi (moi? eww!) painting since monday but cant afford to. and i wonder if i'm still in the list. i mean, who knows my old master, or rather old mistress -- nellie -- have removed me, like how she used to do; she might think i'm not interested, AGAIN! and tomorrow's GP Prelims. and MT AO too. fuhh. nak kena bawak paintingku ke sekolah lagi. think i'll call in a mover's company to help me with that. hah. perhaps KC Dat or something ya know? haha

so 2 school days down. hah. to those who may wish to, STILL, give me your fullest (or partial, for that matter) support, i appreciate that and i salute you cos not many would. for those who have long lost faith in me, i wont blame you for that. cos it takes awhile to really get to know someone to really understand him (/her lah). thanks all.

hfzishq

p.s: the joke rabs! (the joke segment) and random photo a day programme will resume next week at a special post-slot; same place, same blog. hah wth lah

hahaha you guys are really funny people lah. i say tag me the answers, people sms them to me. well, apart from the kind words for me to get better soon ah. thanks for that. well, noone has got the answer correct this far. heh. try harder!

hey there.. i'm not feeling quite well today so i shall just post the random photo for the day kay?

so here goes: this is a picture of a few kids getting off a ride at the Euro Fun Fair. the ride they got on looks like a huge caterpillar and kids are afraid of insects; that explains why they're getting off from it so quickly judging from the quick movements. okay, i just made that up mann. hah

taken: 06-05-2007; Euro Fair @ Woodlands


oh, i'll just bundle along a riddle in this post alright? here goes..

"Can you think of a crime that is punishable if attempted but not punishable is actually committed?"

so, go figure. heh. tag me the answers. got a prize but havent thought of what it'd be yet. but tag me the possible answers w/o the prize in mind. that's the way you should do things; it's called integrity. ha ha i'm just crapping away

have a nice day. or rather a good night's sleep.

hfzishq

yeah; i present to you a new segment on MadeToBelieve, cos you'd better believe in it or nobody else will. haha wth..

so anyway here's a random photo for today: two male members of the public were caught salivating (i think haha) and enjoying ice-cream cones in broad daylight and were in oblivion of their surroundings. ha ha




taken: 14-04-07; at a bus stop at Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station, Singapore. near Plaza Singapura. hah

ah dont bother about the title. that's so random lah.

anyways, how's sunday for everyone? some call it family day, some call it sleep-till-7pm day. no lah, i made up the latter. haha

so i woke up quite late today; had breakfast at 12pm haha! so i went to visit my pitiful malay language teacher, Mdm Norlila, yesterday at NUH. aiyah hope she'll do just fine lah. first it was Cikgu Rasiah, now her. wonder who's taking over. haha. this year alone, i've had my teachers changed for another, some even left for good for another school, or another country for that matter. haha.

anyway, here's a joke. once again, dont take it too hard; it is afterall a joke. haha.

An old man boarded a bus and sat down across the aisle from a punk kid. The punk had bushy hair that was dyed all different colors: red, yellow, green, blue and orange. He had clips of feathers hanging from his ears and hair.

The old man kept staring at him until the punk said to the old man, "Hey old man, whatcha lookin' at?! Keep ya eyes to yourself, old faggot! Don't you stare at me as if you've never done anything crazy in your life before!"

The old man answered, "Hell yeah, I have! I screwed a parrot about 20 years ago and I thought you were my son!"

hahahahahah! now i know what to say to a punk if i bump into one! haha so yeah, if you happen to be a punk, and don such array of colors on your hair; no pun intended, really!

hehe..

this has been -- hafiz ishak

yeah i woke up quite early today. okay lah on weekdays earlier lah. (wahlao! wth is with my grammar and language lah! last warning eh!) oh but still! it's saturday liao! haha

so i'm blogging now and later, in like 5 mins' time, i'm gonna bathe. no i'm not gonna explain how i bathe already. you guys should know how by know. haha! and i gotta grab breakfast for the family. yupp

after which, it's back to mugggging! hahs.

oh to start the day, i have here a joke. haha dont be offended ok? it is afterall -- a joke.


How can you tell if you're overweight?

- You step on a scale at the amusement park and your fortune reads: "One at a time, please!"


this has been -- hafiz ishak

haha yeah today i kicap mann. to those who dont know this peculiar term, as in, peculiarly used term-- it means exhausted lah. so if you kicap right, you say -- wah! today i kicap liao! hah :)

kk so today's friday and i was late for school. gundu seh. haha! i've always hated myself for reaching school late when i was already up from sleep so early lah! aiyoh. unexplainable lah. anyways i was late ah. so yeah. twice already this semester. haha but okay ah. today was a bit unavoidable. perhaps waking up late the day before cos i hadnt school took its toll today. hahaha

alright so Art 9294-cum-coursework is due like next friday the 31st. i'm gonna chiong all the way to complete 2 more boards of devt drawings and 20% more of my painting over the weekends. yeah.

after the friday prayers i skipped my sastera class (higher malay/ or malay lit) cos i had diarrhoea la! wahlaowei.. must be someone's doughnut. hmmmm.. hahha! that's why i say today i kicap. haha!

daily updates from the ishak's. haha! my mom actually claims that she's nyanyuk! umm that means senile lah. she's too damn young to be senile lah! what the hell ah. so what happened was she mopped the floor of my room when i was away bathing, and then i took over by mopping it once more to ensure it's clean ah. (eh i do housework okay!) then she came in to mop it again. i asked -- why are you mopping it thrice? instead of replying things like -- ohh cos i scared you mop not clean enough. (pardon my language here. hope mr tan cb isnt reading this haha!) but she said -- i dont know la. i feel that i'm nyanyuk already and i wanna do things over and over again of late. like not satisfied like that you know? haha.

okay i wanna get some rest before embarking on my fore-mentioned chiong-ing on my art. haha!

so long people!

this has been -- hafiz ishak

hey people!

i wasnt around at school today cos i went for my NS follow-up from my check up last week and they've graded me as PES C1 L3! what the hell is that sia.. hahh

so yeah. PES C!! not A nor B, but C! hahaha! so that means, positively less training ah for me. but negatively, less opportunities for me in NS! okay i know some guys out there would love it to be in my position but aiyoh please lah! you guys are umm GUYS! hahaha. yeah.

aiyoh.. how sehh.. but never mind ah. they said they're still reviewing my medical status. guess my hospitalisation(s) were to be blamed. haha!

so yeah. school -- see ya tomorrow right!

hey everyone! haha. welcome to this humble blog of mine.. to kick things started, let's see what happened today yeah?

hmmm.. today i had school and it was pretty much as usual -- boring. haha dont blame me, nor do you blame school; it's actually normal to feel that school is boring. haha! i was nearly late ah! guess what time i woke up today? 7am lah! wahlaowei..school starts at 8am and i woke up at 7am. chio right.. eh no no dont click the red box with the cross inside of it already -- this aint an ah beng blog, but hafiz's blog. haha. so i woke up late and i bathed the moment i sprang outta bed. as in at the bathroom lah. aiyoh. okay2. so usually on normal days, i'd do things from top to bottom whenever i bathe, like literally. i'd take my time to shampoo my hair..then cleanse face with face wash..then brush teeth and then comes the shower foam. but today ah! got no time mahh so i just brushed teeth and soped my body ah! hahaha. so face oily ah but hair not smelly. thank God. haha. but face became oily only at 6pm later lah so then i was already home. heh! so i rushed outta home and left for school. took 2 buses to school, as usual. that's the minimum number anyway. haha so they were 190 and 160. actually the first bus doesnt really matter as long as i get to the stop to take 160. there are like 3 or 4 buses to that stop? yeah. but 190 brings me right up to that stop, like a straight drive per se. haha. so that was today. if on normal days, i'd take 184 and then switch to 178 which conveniently brings me to my school's stop ah! wahaha. kk anyways. why the hell am i telling you people all these man?!



damn! i wrote so much and it's only on the first part of my day. darn it man. i'm so bad at blogging. haha gotta get the hang of it so this blog could help me channel out my thoughts more conveniently and that you guys could read my crap too!



k so long; till me next post ah.



hfzishq